Very often it happens that after go through a rigorous experience we tend to feel a void in life. We start realizing that how empty we are without our targets keeps us busy and engaged day in and day out. I went through the similar situation when Alcheringa got over. I almost felt jobless, like the world has come to an end and nothing else remain to be done.
Now more than six month have passed since I delivered my final speech as the leader of a proud organization, back then I was filled with feeling of victory, a sense of achievement and joy. I was also aware that the kind of experience I had undergone in last one year will not make it easy for me to settle for anything less. In that year I was driven by passion of extremes and settling for something steady after that was not possible. But, coming back to the original thought, it has been more than six months now and the achievements, the lessons and the experiences of the past are slowly fading away in my memory. Every passing moment takes away a part of that memory and along with it the sense of pride associated to it.
When I started preparing for JEE back in 2011, I read a quote which I often used to repeat to myself whenever I did badly in the test, this quote like many others was engraved on a schoolm desk and it read "it doesn't matter who you are, what matters is what you want to be." But now the times have changed, I feel that a confident person must be aware of who he is along with where he wants to be, smart people always consolidate their experiences so that they can draw out some crucial lessons from them and also to better understand who they are and to chart out a future path. I have finally come to this realization that to understand myself better I need to reflect on one to most important experience of my life.
To start, Start!
Now more than six month have passed since I delivered my final speech as the leader of a proud organization, back then I was filled with feeling of victory, a sense of achievement and joy. I was also aware that the kind of experience I had undergone in last one year will not make it easy for me to settle for anything less. In that year I was driven by passion of extremes and settling for something steady after that was not possible. But, coming back to the original thought, it has been more than six months now and the achievements, the lessons and the experiences of the past are slowly fading away in my memory. Every passing moment takes away a part of that memory and along with it the sense of pride associated to it.
When I started preparing for JEE back in 2011, I read a quote which I often used to repeat to myself whenever I did badly in the test, this quote like many others was engraved on a schoolm desk and it read "it doesn't matter who you are, what matters is what you want to be." But now the times have changed, I feel that a confident person must be aware of who he is along with where he wants to be, smart people always consolidate their experiences so that they can draw out some crucial lessons from them and also to better understand who they are and to chart out a future path. I have finally come to this realization that to understand myself better I need to reflect on one to most important experience of my life.
To start, Start!
